Im startin to feel apprehensive bout the future againz.. apparently the job market aint tt great afterall in this field.. i didn want to force myself n go into sales juz becoz i cant find a better job.. i have nth against sales but i juz cant keep botherin ppl to buy somethin from me.. regardless my sale item is a breaker or a microscope.. its juz so un-me..

damn n i got this great amibition of being a paramedic n make a difference to others life.. but againz tis dream of mine is shattered beyond recognition.. i dun meet the requirements.. the height n weight requirement.. tis is so damn unfair.. how can they deprive my right of savin others life juz becoz of height limitations... how can anyone tolerate this unjustness existin in this democratic society..... =( life is unfair