Feelin damn low lately.. didn know the reason behind it also.. first was losin my wallet n my ic all tt in it.. but quite forunate to have it back without losin a single possession.. didn have to spend much cash on buyin a new piece of pink plastic... but now tt its settled.. other problems start arisin.... life is so complicated.. why doesn everythin be kept simple as it was? 

i need a break.. really need a break.. shall enjoy my self-declared holiday today... n assure myself tt everythin is great on wed againz..

im tired.. tired tired n plain tired.. had a really long day...

nowadays cigarettes packagin have this pictures on dem.. haha of ppl dyin of lung cancer.. a tar-ful lung.. a dead baby.. hahaa all pics tt they tot can turn ppl off n maybe call tt quit smokin hotline n quit smokin... hahaa will there be anyone...

"ahhh.. look at all those pictures on the packagin.. im goin to quit smokin right now!"

will tt eva happens? haha quite naive to believe so.. didn understand how they got this idae anyway.. but this reminds me of those candy i used to eat when im young.. those with lil stickers inside the packagin.. or the pink bubble gum wif a tattoo on the underside of the wrapper.. or de later types where there will be cards inside n ya have to collect so damn much of dem so ya can win ya frenz.. peer pressure n ya will buy more n more..

Imagine this:

"hahaa! i got the tar-full lung which is so much more powerful den ya dead baby!"

n every smoker or even non-smokers will go n buy to get those pictures.. but they are all on the outside of the packagin.. maybe they shld have somemore inside.. this will become a trend! n with a lil advertisin.. everyone will be hook onto cigarette smokin.. hahahaa those tacky slogans comin wif it.. "one puff is nv enough!" hhahahaa it ryhme.. hahahaaa

or maybe the economy isnt as ideal as the "gahmen" want it to be and by doin this smokers will have to buy those imported cigarette holders (imported becoz spore doesn produce any)..

or this is all the work of a vivid fan of rotten.com.. this will be fantastic publicity for the site and even education for the younger generation to develop a passion for totally rotten stuff.. this muz be it! =D they will all set their homepg to rotten.com soonz.. wow.. this is an ingenious propaganda..

i reckon this will work.. seriously.. need more brain stormin yeah... nice joke though..

Im startin to feel apprehensive bout the future againz.. apparently the job market aint tt great afterall in this field.. i didn want to force myself n go into sales juz becoz i cant find a better job.. i have nth against sales but i juz cant keep botherin ppl to buy somethin from me.. regardless my sale item is a breaker or a microscope.. its juz so un-me..

damn n i got this great amibition of being a paramedic n make a difference to others life.. but againz tis dream of mine is shattered beyond recognition.. i dun meet the requirements.. the height n weight requirement.. tis is so damn unfair.. how can they deprive my right of savin others life juz becoz of height limitations... how can anyone tolerate this unjustness existin in this democratic society..... =( life is unfair

im down with flu yet againz.. my immunity is really weak.. can feel the RH increasin the past few days.. and here i am down with flu againz.. gonna sneeze my lungs out someday...

finally got to watch spidey ytd despite my flu... quite alright but i seem to have forgotten all of the 1st spidey.. hahaa actally i didn really like spidey.. the thought of a man wearin tight-fit(n not to mention the colorz n the silly spidery logo on the chest) hangin ard the city.. gross me out man.. but its suppose to be a comic anyway..

im gettin tired againz... seminar to attend tml.. need to stay ard in sch for 3hrs... so dumb.. shall go help jenny to cremate her plants.. condolence to the grieving explants.. hahaa

1st day of sch.. everything seems the same yet somewhat different.. had been spendin alot of time in sch for the entire holiday... aint make much difference but still prefer the empty lifeless sch.. haha no long queues when buyin food and lifts filled with other fellow homosapiens producing sound waves with high amplitude...

lesson were as usual.. borin.. quite monotonous.. but had this language module tt was kinda interestin wif a charismatic lecturer.. he is no muscular charmin or fashionable dude.. but juz an old man wif words tt seems to flow so smoothly n nv runnin out of a new topic tt captures our attention.. playin randomly wif words n their pronunciation.. quite borin topics on the notes actually but i would sae he realli got our attention well... this is no wonder as he teaches oral communication.. hahaa

busy nite at work... due to the half price of coz.. ppl nowadaes damn cheapskate... flock to whicheva place tt sells below the normal sellin price.. exhausted really... 8am again tml.. *yawnz* me gonna be late againz...

the greek fairy tale prevailed...... =(

Its gonna be the finals of the euro 2004 in awhile.. right now is the closin ceremony... theres a giantantic golden ball right in the middle of lisbon stadium.. still cant believe the greeks will win the czechs..... dun tell me the greek gods are there man... y did they suddenly find their way to portugal all of a sudden... damn...

"the sun will bless ya in the morning and curse ya in the evenin..."

me wif my partner n jenny..
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me againz..
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hehe a plant tt i have accidentally broke.. but it survived
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Wednesday was the last day of my attachment... 7wks.. tts really fast.. suppose to end today but we got leave for the last 2daes to let us "spend more time wif our family".. shes really a kind lady...

Workin have been quite tiring for some reason.. was more tired den i was when im schlin.. but kinda enjoy it more too.. learn alot more aso.. but its back to the borin lectures on monday...... *yawnz* can already feel the slpiness takin over me againz..

see.. tt far end.. use to be v bright....
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blackout tt other day.. im the fortunate 1/3 of spore population.. hahaa but its kinda interestin to look at others who are fumbling for their alternative source of light in the dark.. well i cant really see but from my window i can see part of spore in the dark.. rare sight...