Whenever i listen to music with earphones, i can feel this intensifying pressure that is building up from within. I still prefer headphones. Somehow this reminds me of spina bifida that causes hydrocephalism. But instead of fluid building up in the brain cavity, air does the job. Perhaps it is aerocephalism. Hmmm maybe its just me.


Anyway when to watch movie today, 三岔口, the story kinda incomplete but daniel wu sure look good in his white underwear. And the dessert store at the basement of cineleisure is indeed special, the weird names they give to the dessert like hei she hui milk ice, mix feel, beanie mix etc and the aloe vera tasting like sea coconut. How unique.


And till now, i still cant find a decent job. I am getting impatient. But it is amazing that with the number of people graduating every year, the increasing population, there is still enough jobs for most of the people. Does this mean that this equation can be establish?

Number of graduates = Increased job opportunities (e.g. the building of Integrated resorts) + retirees + other environmental factors

All the rivers run into the sea, yet the sea is not full; unto the place whither the rivers go, thither they go again. (Ecclesiastes 1:7)

Bored.

Katong red bakery

Katong red bakery
Originally uploaded by Abducted by pirates.

Had been a long time since i had laksa that can be eaten out of a spoon. And even a longer time since i had a piece of cake from the red bakery. The red brick buildin still stand where it is and this is still the same place that i remember, the similar forsaken bakery where cakes where once baked with zeal. Taken the photo in case the entire buildin get pull down or something. Anyway, i didn had the chance to witness the glamourous time of it but still it remains as a heritage, a legacy in the hearts of many. The bakery was featured on the tv sometime back which the owner explained the closure due to the uncompetitive method of hand making the bread and pastries and lack of business. Another sad case of the rapidly advancing technology forcing the tradition modus operandi to be discontinued. But truthfully, i couldn tell the difference between hand-make or machine-make pastries, the effort put in and all, to me, bread is bread. A derisive yet salutary imitation i guess.

There is simply nothing interestin in my life nowadays.




Haiz.. Why didn i pick up that call?

I desperately need to sit down and start my revision properly. But its just that i couldn find the momentum to start, i just wish to go to some faraway place, forget bout my diploma and do nothing for the rest of my life. Hahahaa preferably some place exotic. And by the way i changed my mind, i dont want to go to the maldives for my honeymoon anymore, the place is full of disgustin corals. Cyprus would be great, surrounded by the warm mediterranean sea, but not that they dun have those corals la but its the home to the goddess of love and beauty. And simply lyin on the beach doin nothing at all, heavenly. Moreover they got this hilly, really greeen grassy place that look like teletubbies land, can easily picture the big ass monsters that comes in 4 different colors walkin around. How interestin compared to readin my notes.


Anyway the exams marks the end of my polylife, nv understand all this psychological ambivalence. Anyway should start studyin soon, will be on a short hiatus, back after the exams.


we know not, on an april day
how soon the sun may yield to showers;
the heart where joy may seems to lie
hath oft most sorrows to dissemble

we listen to music that brings back
yesterdays musing that slowly mellow out;
underneath the waves, the undertow
this ought not be an end

hah my last meal before the exams


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Sat mornin when i go shao3 mu4, tryin to avoid the qing ming crowd but in the end joined the early crowd instead.
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Taken on some nite when there was a blackout that lasted for slightly longer than 1sec. Around 3+am, got my com n everythin restarted n the lights on the carpark is out but the alarm of the carpark lasted for the next hour
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One more module down, 3 more to go. Hybridoma and immunology up next. After this whole sem i still dun understand why must i learn about fusing B cells with myeloma cells and make them immortal. Mabs but only a small portion useful wad. So many disadvantages, why not juz stick to polyclonal. Can recognise more epitopes, just inject into rabbits n bleed them and agglutination etc. Also i wun need to rem so many stuff. =D

But again i shall always be positive, juz in case this is true. The site states that pessimism actually shuts down the immune system affectin the T cells n the NK cells.. nvm la at least still got the humoral immunity mahz (a gd example of optimism) but how true is tt?http://www.youmeworks.com/whypessimismshutsdown.html

Nowadays rain comes cheap, suddenly i miss the scorchin sun that im complainin bout every single day b4 it started to rain. At least durin that period of time i just have to bring a packet of tissues to wipe off my sweat and not a big n heavy umbrella so that i wun get wet. And anyone who live in marine parade area or intend to visit marine parade or even goin east coast but hafta pass by marine parade or smth..


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The streets are infested with worms. Black, fat, wrigglin worms that are around 1inch in length. All the way from the underpass to blk29. Dead ones, viable ones all over the place.


Luckily i got this habit of lookin at the ground when i walk, had never found it useful until last night. Simply disgustin, was in the underpass when i thought i notice one movin black object which obviously is the worm la.. WTF!! GOT WORM! so i carefully move my leg so that the worm wun get in contact with me. Still quite cool bout the worm who wanna enjoy the seabreeze when suddenly WAHLAO!!! GOT WORMSSSS!! Arghhhh worms! Completely freak out, abit too much for me to take. YUCKS I HATE WORMS (esp those that move fast). Traumatized lehz. Got bad experience with worms nia, never forgot that time when i laugh at the worm at fc2. "hahahahaa see this worm look like toilet brush!" n it ended up on my tshirt. DUH i had learned and will nv laugh at worms again. So dun laugh at me when i scare of worms mahz.


But how did so many worms got there? Lao he say maybe becoz of the earthquake but quite unlikely, it wasnt there when i went over. Or izzit some dumb person who dun like our SM Goh so bought a whole packet of worms and throw all over marine parade but the worms finished before even reachin east coast. Or from some tree? Argghhh but i cant seems to get the image out of my mind, black worms all over the streets. And some guy simply walk on them, the little worms squashed with their insides spilled out. YUCKS i shall refrain from goin over to east coast for the time being. Argghh n by just typin this i feel itchy all over.

i where got casual? where got?
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Haiz sometimes we cant help but to feel dishearten by random conjunctures, especially by disgustin morons who flaunts their cornucopia of wealth or so-called "knowledge" redundantly. After reminiscing, it suddenly falls upon me that this is somewhat common. The rich will get richer n the poor remains poor and those stranded in the middle can hardly climb up but any mishap will cause a painful fall. And how ironical it is that some are sippin their fancy vintage Chateau Petrus leisurely while others are only havin teh-o-ice for all of their lifes (or perhaps some Jacob creek only on special occasions).. Well, this is life.

I feel like the dui-est person in the world ever. Wanzi, 50cent extra for the bottle of conditioner is not dui at all. I have started usin original spearmint source conditioner coz it makes me feel like a strip of chewin gum but tts not the main point. I first saw it at carrefour sellin at $7.50 and being the niao person tt i am i refuse to buy it. Next, i saw it again at my neighbourhood guardian sellin at $5.50. Wow $2 less lehz.. this time i cant resist the temptation. Everything seems fine until i went to cold storage today. Wahlao got discount lehz.. sellin at $2.95!! its 2 times lesser than the original price!! Why lydat one? Close to the expiry date? but after examin the entire bottle PLUS the fine prints, i couldn find any expiry date. Dui dui dui dui dui.. but bein the typical kiasu sporean i am i bought a bottle of it too but juz 1 bottle (juz in case elsewhere is sellin it for $1.. hmpf)

Today is suppose to be the official last day of school. I am this close to gettin the rectangular piece of white paper better known as "diploma". Three years. We didn juz go to sch to aquire knowledge. We went school to get a cert. Its somethin like i not only went to poly, i graduated." This is one of the aftereffects of modern education. Three years of laid back attitude in the area of intellectual pursuits, its not easy to start workin downright hard now. Perhaps abit too late also to knit all those facts into a coherent whole now and sit for the exam in a wk time or so. I dun even have a rudimentary knowledge of some of the fundamental principles. Sad case. I guess it will be revolutionary instead of evolutionary for me to start bia-ing now. Hahaa Anyway, i guess im just not ready, to go out and deal with the ambiguity of real-world situations. But i will work well, hahaa dowan corporate and business leaders to complain bout the younger workers inabilities and renders young people unable to compete once they leave the classroom. (like some of the extremely smart ppl)

hahaa NO MORE GLMP le!!! got bored while studyin last nite.. Muz throw all the notes away.. esp tt stack of 21CFR211.. hahaaa
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long time nv tk foto le.. hahaa
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Been feelin sleepy these days.. tt newton guy is darn right... an object at rest will remain at rest unless a force is applied to it.. obviously im tt object and i couldn get up frm bed until i got too hungry or some other force comes along.. anyway i feel as thou i've juz finish my exams.. enjoyin life.. enjoyin unemployment.. doin nth.. sleepin.. hahaa or even juz growin my veggie.. see this..


http://growbakchoigrow.blogspot.com/

haha paddlepop new icecream.. hiphop jelly! is apple n peach flavour de.. hehe nicenice.. doesn have icecream.. all jelly.. one whole big glob of green jelly..
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haha thanks bei for the drink.. its nice lehz.. v sweet.. it taste like tt pear lo.. n dunno who keep askin me what this pear is call in chinese.. now i know.. its Ñ©Àæ.. n what can i say.. its really CRUSHED pear juice.. got bits of crushed xueli in it.. not bad not bad..
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now the cheena version.. hahaha also the snow pear.. but this one not so nice.. not sweet de.. like the unsweeten version of dong gua cha.. cant realli taste tt xueli taste.. hehe but this is from red medal lehz.. same brand as the watermelon soda drink.. hahahaa
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I have nv like sunday nites since young.. coz on the back of my mind i know that this is the start of another long wk.. another sch day.. n i nv like mondays even when theres no sch.. will nv enjoy sunday nite too coz its smth like tryin to enjoy my last meal b4 the execution.. hmpf


And theres smth wrong with the light in my room.. not spoil but somehow when ya on it, there will be this period of transition where the room will be in partial light/darkness... i hate tt time esp when i need to get into the room to get smth fast but i simply refuse to step into the room unless its fully illuminated.. tt period is even worst den darkness.. in darkness at least ya didn know what lies b4 ya but in this state ya can see but uncomfortable with it.. v hard to describe but its like ya can see v clearly wadever tt is in the room but the light is dim n it looks like the light source have been covered in a v thin layer of black cloth.. n it also seems like the light source is turned on n off v v v fast like once in a zillion second.. n i got no idea how to fix it.. haiz..